To Be Bound By You

Chapter – 3

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I woke up in the middle of the night, still bewildered by what kagyami-kun did to me.

I really have no clue why did he do that, but my heart was frantically beating, and I didn’t feel disgusted either. Then that question pop out of my head.

“Should I really feel disgusted?”

As I twist and turn in my bed. I never caught my sleep again. so I just looked at the clock, it was 4:05 in the morning.

I just got up, fixed my bed and headed to my closet and changed my clothes.  I thought that I should take a little jogging around the neighborhood while I’m thinking stuffs.

So I set around 4:30 am.

While I was jogging around the block, I thought some possibilities on why the hell did he do that.

So first, maybe he was drunk?

I tried to imagine, but it wouldn’t fit. Because first. If that person is drunk; he should be a little tipsy. But no, he is alright. He can speak clearly too. So the drunken possibility became impossible.

So next, maybe he is just playing with stuffs?

But then again, no! We’re just acquaintance…

unless…..

That thought alone stopped me from jogging.

No… that can’t possibly be right… t-that maybe he had feelings for me.

That thought alone, makes my heart beat ferociously. But, that is also impossible at the same time. Cause, first and foremost we’re just acquaintance. So we’re barely even friends. So how in the world he would have feelings for me, and to top it off we are both guys!! DAMN IT!

As I returned home, I looked at the clock it was 6 am already. 

So I hurried to the bath room to take a cold shower. To wash the dirt and sweat all over me. Then, I just hurried and pop out a milk carton in the fridge and poured some in the glass. Then I chugged it down, then place the glass in the sink.

And so I left home. I’m not sure if I’m ready to face either Asahina – san or him, specially.

But as I walk to my usual path, I felt something…

Something like… butterflies on my stomach…

But why am I nervous? It there something bad is gonna happen?

When I reached the gate I usually enter. 

I was surprised at myself.

Why am I feeling down all of the sudden?

This repeats for 3 straight weeks.

I haven’t seen asahina-san either.

So, I felt like I was back to normal, and I realized that normal life sucks.

There is no thrill in everyday life.

That’s when I realized again that, when I met him; he added color to my life just like a person who is gifted in art.

When I grew tired of my everyday routine, I tried to skipped school for a change.

I went on a nearby café and just sat and relaxed.

As I read the book I bought last time. I caught a glimpse of kagayami – kun, but he was with a lady this time. Her girlfriend maybe?

Then what makes him and moriyama-kun?

I suddenly felt nervous when he enters with her girl. Then I tried to hide my face with the book. But it was too late, he already recognized me.

“oh, fancy meeting you here.” He said.

I looked up slowly. Then answered him back with the calmest tone I can produce.

“oh,  same thing . I never thought of meeting you here.” I said. with a smile on my face.

“well then would you mind if we seat with you, this café is a little full” he asked.

“oh no, please do. I won’t mind. I’m just here reading a report.” I lied.

“I thought you have classes this hour.” He said.

“oh, my professor was not around, and I couldn’t find a place to read since the school grounds are quite full.” I answered.

I never met his eyes directly, whenever I answer him with a lie.

“but anyway who is that beautiful lady with you today?” I asked. Suddenly changing the topic.

“oh, her. She is just my…” he suddenly stopped when his phone rang.

“oh, please do excuse me” he said. standing up.

“oh, please do take your time” I said.

As he departs, I tried to look at the lady who was also looking at me.

Then she suddenly spoke in a high manner.

“My name is yuiko morihiko, just call me yuiko.” She introduced herself.

“oh.  I’m Akito yoshizumi, it’s a pleasure to meet you yuiko – san.” I answered.

She, then suddenly changed her smile into  a sad frown.

“what is the matter?” I asked.

“he… he is always like that.” She said.

“ what do you mean?” I asked.

I tried to understand her. I know that he means kagayami- kun.

Then, she suddenly spoke again.

“Whenever he goes out with anybody, Males, females. He never opens his heart. He can captivate us with his power but we are just like his mistresses who he calls whenever he needs company.” Yuiko suddenly opened up to me.

But still I don’t get it? What is the point in telling me?

It is not like I’m a target, right?

Then, that scene suddenly pops out of my head.

Then, what the hell does that mean?

Does it mean I’m kind of next to the harem?

So, does this mean I need to be more careful around him?

I really don’t get that.

Then, kagayami- kun went back to our table.

“sorry for making you wait. we should get back to the studio.” He said.

“oh, I  see. Well then, it is fun talking to you moriyama – kun.” she said. with a smile.

Then, I tried to smile back. Then wave them good bye.

As I was going back to the café. I got a glimpse of him and yuiko.

Yuiko was crying.

And that made me suddenly think.

What happened to her?

Then I went back inside to retrieve my things.

I decided to attend last period. Before lunch.

Then while I walked towards my usual path towards school.

I was bewildered on what I saw.

I couldn’t believe in my eyes.

He was there.

He was there waiting.

I ran towards him. At first, I thought that maybe he got another girl

That must be in the same school as me.

But, when he called my name.

My heart stopped, and I felt butterflies on my stomach.

I tried walking calmly towards him. 

Until I reached him.

But somehow I felt a little bit uncomfortable.

“I was looking for you.” He said in a low calm and velvety voice.

With those words I felt a little intoxicated.

“I want to tell you something.” He said.

Then, my heart suddenly skipped another beat.

As he goes on… I nearly drawn in his pretenses. Then suddenly one word caught my attention.

“will you go out, with me?” he said. Looking at me seriously.

I tried to reason out.

“are you nuts? We are both guys! For god damn sake. And you have yuiko-san with you?”

Then he replied.

“I may be crazy, but I cannot stop thinking of you day and night. And about her. I just dumped her awhile ago.”

Then, that hit me.

He suddenly dumped someone, because of me.

Then, one phrase Retained in my mind.

*he never opens his heart to anyone.*

So, I tried asking him.

“you may have hit your head. But I’ve learned something about you. I won’t be part of that harem of yours. They may said that you go out with anyone you pleased but. You never did put your heart into it. If I’m going into that relationship. I would rather die than to have that kind of heartless relationship.” I said. without thinking.

When I looked up. He was astonished as I was with myself.

“then, will you please teach me?” he asked.

“will you teach me to open my heart once again? will you teach me to love for real again?”

 he added.

With that. I don’t know what to say…

I had no more words in my mind….

I had a feeling that this is just the beginning of my life being changed.

Will there be more crazy stuffs going to happen?

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What will happen next?

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authors note:

woah!!! Finally done with that chapter. Finally!

Now the next chapters would be filled with some scenes…

Please look forward to it.

Next,

While I was writing this my head was spinning… I get shivers down to my spine whenever I think of the lines and the things happening …

I dun know why, but when I try to imagine…. It sends shivers to me…hahah lol

Anyway thanks for reading… until next time ^^

~ domo minna

Yurika yuukihime ~